Monday, August 27, 2007
it reali bother me alot..i dunnoe y..i keep playing in my mind...it not tat i dun trust u..it jus tat im reali hard to trust sumone..i noe im too demanding..tis canot tat canot..everyting canot..i noe im too fussy...how can u prove to me tat u reali love me....im reali feelin sux..i dun wan tis to happen for the 2nd tym..i reali had a hard tym struggling to get out of all tis n i jus hope u wont do the same agaen..i noe u had frens around u..n i nvr stop u from making frens..but plz i hope u spare tat tym for me..i reali need attention..the oni attention i get from is wen i get to meet u or u call me during ur break tym..tat the oni tym wen i get ur attention..all tis while i can say im the one who giving attention to u..nt u giving ur attention to me..plz tell me wen u r bored listenin to my story..if u r bored ten dun bother to listen jus tell me u r tired n u may put down the fone n jus go to bed..i dunnoe if ur ex treatin the same way im treatin u..n plz dun say ur ex n me r the same..we r not!i jus wan to be the best as i can..we been togade for mths..n i still cant trust u 100%..i noe im bad..i noe if u love sumone u must trust the person..but how am i goin to trust the person wen he cant prove to me tat i can trust him..i dunnoe how far we can go..but i jus reali hope tat u will change..i jus wan u to less contact wif ur
"kawan luar"..i dunnoe who the hell r they but plz..i already had alot of problem in mind..i tot i can depend on u..but now i tink i cant reali depend on u...i guess no one understand wat im goin thur...it lyk hell...nt even my mum noe wat im goin thur...each tym wen u do sumting to me..i will cry all by myself..im guess u r rite..im too sensitive..but now i jus wan u to love me from the bottom of ur heart...dun love me bcos u pity me..i love u wif all my heart n soul..n i hope u will do the same to me...
♥Hug&Kisses♥ ended @ 12:01 am
Yanie♥