i jus dunnoe wat wrong between us..i dunnoe y nowadays i always feel so emotional

...am i been lack of lurve from him..i dunnoe wat will become to us in the future..im so tired..im reali tired..i jus wanna take a break for a moment...i dunnoe y i feel the lurve from him gettin lesser n lesser...i do everyting for him..y cant he jus appreciate of wat im doin...lyk i told u..i jus wan u to lurve me n care for me...isit bcos u find sumone better ten me..tat y we keep havin tis problem..im so tired..im reali tired..sumtym how i wish i could go far away where u cant find me...am i reali a burden to u..im reali tired of keep us as one...i dunnoe wat to do...i jus wan u to lurve me tat all i ask..i dun wan anyting else....i guess u dun noe how suffering i am down here..i always cry at my bed..i keep tinkin y all tis happen to me..y me..y am i always the one who get blame...y am i always the one who suffer all tis..y...i jus wanna be happy lyk any other couple who is out der..y i cant get tat happiness..y am i always suffering....im so sick n im so tired...i dunnoe wat to do now..how can i be happy lyk any other gurl..the longer we r the lesser communication we had..how am i goin to stay strong wen i keep fallin down...i jus wan u to stretch out ur hand n helpin me to get up n stay strong...i dun wan to keep fallin down..wen can i get tat happiness..im still searchin for the happiness..


guess u wont be readin tis cos u dun even bother to noe...to u tis is jus rubbish..
if u read tis i hope wat i say here does make sense n make u wake up...